I'm not good at goodbyes....

I called Razzle's doctor...crying...she agreed it may be time.

Steve is coming home from work to get me and we are going to go in together. I'm going to spend time now with Razzle...knowing it may be our last times together.

I knew this day would hard...I've dreaded it from almost the beginning. I want to do what is right for Razzle, even if it means letting him go.

I'm going to go talk to Razzle now and let him know it's ok if he needs to leave me. He'll always be with me no matter what.

I love you Razzle.